December 8, 2010

Psssst.

I'm not even going to sit up here and pretend I don't miss you.
Eyes Shout, what the Lips Fear to say.
I cant even front like I don't look at your twitter or fb, hoping to get some type of update on your life.
I even tried to erase ur number knowing i got that shit memorized.
I smile at the thought of ur intelligence.
I LOL about the time when we ..yea...remember that?..that was fun!
I miss how our eyes would have a conversation
I'm crying.
I'm confused.
I hurt.
I scream.
I want.
Why don't you love me like you used to?
What was so wrong?
I don't understand like you think i do.
Just TELL me whats wrong.
.......
its been THIS many days and THAT many hours since we last spoke.
I just want to be apart
I don't want it to end
I'm slowly pulling away from the shore; hope to hear from you before I'm in the middle of the ocean.

1 comment:

  1. Awwww I really felt that. Maybe becuase I think I know who this is about. I don't know what it feels like to lose someone that I was truly in love with...but I can only imagine that I would feel similar to what you just expressed. I could never let that go without a fight. I feel you...

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